Better part of Summer '05

Scorching heat, too much work, emotional turmoils, misinterpretted tickets and smiles, someone's acts of kindness were main features making the last of my sophomore days "memorable" and forcing me to go back with a rather heavy heart.
Queer behaviour and estrange attitude was the all i had to offer during the first week of my stay at home, doing nothing except reading and withinn a week i read Archer ,Dan Brown ,Danielle Steel.By the time second week came by i had already started to miss kgp and was thinking of coming back early....but then things turned around...came to know that bhiya and didi were having affairs and they had "enlightened" everybody at home about their intentions to settle down!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bhiya surprised me because it was not the same girl that he had shown me sometime before but didi's affair was quite surprising because i thought she was impeccable.
Any ways there was excitement in the air since their respective choices were approved and engagement dates were being planned out...my luck was still running high since 16th and 17th july were fixed for their respective engagements...ha just in time for me to return on the day of registration.
The remaining days went about in shopping and arranging caterers, booking hotels, looking after guests and what not....but the worst part was shopping , my deeds took 3 days to find a suit then matching chappals and then matching jewellery uuffff......
But the best part were the engagements itself....at first it felt very odd to call someone bhabhi....speaking truly i felt shy ,aneways it was really nice to realize that i have now become a devar and a sala too....danced really hard and made everyone in the family dance....
For the first time in 2 years i didn't want to come back to kgp and wouldn't have if there hadn't been non availability of tickets.It was really hard to control my emotions but i managed not to cry at home but as soon the bus moved tears started to roll down....
For the last one and a half or two months i have been riding an emotional roller coaster sometimes high and then suddenly having a steep fall...but i have one thing to say that i have never ever played fool with anyone and i really meant what i said.....hmmm....but some times destiny is not on ur side...
Aneways i am really happy for both my brother and sister and wish them the best of life with their respective would be spouses.

Haircut

Finally the day arrived when i decided to part with my hair.I have a bundle of mixed feelings, heartbroken becuz i took much pain to get them that long(and if u might be wondering what was the last time i had a haircut, it was exactly 6 months and 11 days back in november, when i was at home)but i also feel relieved since now i wont have to undergo the painful and the time consuming process of putting them into the right place.
But i fear of not having regular baths anymore , because earlier i had to wash my hair everyday to keep them growing.

well there are many reasons of me ditching my hairs::
1.They were defying gravity i.e. instead of growing downwards, they curled and started growing upwards and since i respect Newton i had to show them the dust.
2.Being long they were falling more than ever and i don't want to be bald so soon
3.The last night was the humid of them all and i felt like tearing my hair.
4.Its nearly the time to go home and i don't want my parents especially my grandma to be taken aback, considering the fact that i am still a proud owner of rather grand sidelocks and i would have to use all my persuading skills once i reach home.
5.Having short hair makes u feel like Neo :-)
6.Now people dont look at me as if i am a maniac or a geek or someone from the song Dum maro dum....
7.And the last of them all, if i do the "thing" , i need to look good and i have only 3 days left to do it , so wish me luck.

and if u are still wondering y i wrote this piece of crap, i have nothing else to do except while away time since i have lost the tempo to my project but still i am staying in kgp for "some" reasons.

In the end i must say that if u have read it up till here u r in no different state than me and try doing something else.

Tagged!!!!!!!!!!!

Now i have no idea what this is all about just that it seems like a chain which i am supposed to continue.People who are very curious can try to track back the trail starting from Iyer's blog.

THREE NAMES I GO BY :
tidu(udit inverse)
romram
chiku(my wingmates gave it to me)


THREE SCREEN NAMES :
sajjanharudit
udit_iitkgp
uditd


THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MYSELF :
Sentimental nature(senti i mean)
SideLocks(they look grand)
Simplicity

THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MYSELF :
Hair( in few years there will be none)
Ever increasing waistline
Workaholic nature

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME :
Junta( i am kinda introvert)
Snakes
Speed

THREE ESSENTIALS :
Clothes(ha ha , bad one)
Having a bandi in ur life..(i have none)
Responsibility towards ur parents

THREE OPPOSITE SEX THINGS :
Understanding nature
Brains
Down to earth

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BADLY RIGHT NOW :
Go home
Training the comp to recognize hindi words(my project..)
Finish off this THREE thing

THREE CAREERS I AM CONSIDERING RIGHT NOW :
Any type of coding job
Research
and if nothing happens i have my dad's jewellery shop(ha ha)

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO A VACATION
Maldives(read as MAL BANDIS)
Amsterdam
Antartica

THREE KIDS NAMES I LIKE :
Kanav
Ishika
Priya

THREE THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE :
Bungee jumping
Code the MATRIX
Find the right girl( i dont wanna die lonely)

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ :
Sangeeta
J
Sunny

(the idea is to take the same questions and answer them on your blog, and inflict them on 3 blogs u read...it's simple)

Dont read this one , u will not get it

I dont know what am i going to write , but still i will.
I really hate the feeling of coming back from lab , willing to relax on Gol C, but not having anyone with me and when i see people enjoying i feel more desprate.
Read J's blog abt friends and realized at this point of time i too dont have anyone whom i call a "friend".There are poeple with whom i work , with whom i joke, with whom i fight and with whom i go to chedies but still there is a void somewhere.
Sometimes i feel really lonely and feel like there should be someone who can understand me, who can give his/her shoulder to rest my head upon and can patiently listen to the agony of my heart.however there is only one person in the world who can do this, my mom, but she is rather too far ,too busy in her daily chores and i really dont want to disturb her...
the only thing left with me right now is by blog which obediently listens to me but i dont think that i like other people can manage it this way....i am rather desparte to have love showered upon me...but this is the reality and i will have to live it.
i really hate coming back from Gol C..

current muisc:Robbie Williams -Feel(becuz its goes with me right now)
Come and hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This role I've been given

I sit and talk to God
And he just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language
I don't understand

I just want to feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much life
Running through my veins
Going to waste

I don't want to die
But I ain't keen on living either
Before I fall in love
I'm preparing to leave her
I scare myself to death
That's why I keep on running
Before I've arrived
I can see myself coming

I just want to feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much life
Running through my veins
Going to waste
And I need to feel real love
And a life ever after
I cannot give it up

I just want to feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
I got too much love
Running through my veins
To go to waste

I just wanna feel real love
In a life ever after
There's a hole in my soul
You can see it in my face
It's a real big place

Come and hold my hand
I want to contact the living
Not sure I understand
This role I've been given
Not sure I understand

Sunny Days

Yes the days have really turned hot here at KGP.

But after a lot of time i am finally enjoying my stayback here.I have got into a good routine , sleep around 6 or 7, wake up around 1 or 2 .By 3 or 3:30 i reach the lab.So i escape the heat either by sleeping or by being in the lab.

The time from 12:00 to 6:00 is really exiting .The shear opulence of kb's room, my new revolving chair and the cool breeze make my life really easy.

The time in the lab has been spiced up more , since the bandis look up to me to play music(hey i along with JD have discovered how to play music on thin clients.....exiting na....)and every time they seem frust i make them more by putting up earphones....its real fun teasing them.

I had started reading Archer but due to the scarcity of time had to leave it in between. Refering to time, its passing rather swiftly and i am sceptical about finishing my project till 15th since the work is getting tougher(but exciting also) and time is running out of hands.

Its good to hear that my friends are enjoying in Mumbai(http://gulegulzar.blogspot.com).Although i am not leaving any comments on the blogs i read , but still i am reading them.

and since to balance the things i have a bad news too.The yahoo messenger on my linux machine has crashed , so i will not be able to talk to u guys(see the irony :::my status message before crashing was "a man's silence is worth listening".....for some reasons which i have not conveyed till now, was hoping my silence could be understood.....)

chalo guys got to go.......miles to code before i sleep...

bye,have a nice time...

and haan sangeeta u can take the song ....becuz bandis in the lab dont like hearing too often :-))

a state called frust.............

yes the demons of "frustness" have got a tight hold over me..
ever since the day the seniors left one hour in the room seems like a whole day.even though the work i have is pretty interesting but since they excess of everything is bad , but i say not bad but boring.....
well try to spend the day time in lab ,for some reasons:-) ..but thats not worth it .....if u ma be wondering wht r those reasons ::well there r 2 very very frust bandis from bhu doing some kinda project under some unknown prof...and in my state of hyperfrustness , these seem to me like "good"....i cant believe that i am writing this but......he he i know that i am at the peak of frustness but i cant help...
and JD being my sole companion u can imagine my state...

may be i need some dosage of home to get back to normal , but thats far away until 15 th june.....

hope to spend this frust time fruitfully.....

ps:i am not that not as frust as i seem to be , but may be today i am being a bit nostalgic...chalo koi baat nahin hota hain.....and one more thing , i would like to clear that i am not maroing any type of cali on these bandis,,,,people who r close to me know my funda of life...i only talk to bandis who r like sisters to me...otherwise i dont....he he ...u may be thinking that wht a maniac this man is but i am like this and there is no probs in admitting it..and if u r still reading then i have to say that u have no other work to do.....

curent music::woh lamhe woh baatein, even when i am sleeping

chalo bbye.
cya

missing u guys

abe sahi main aaj i was missing u guys.....
while coming back from the lab saw a lot of people at gol c..
tum log yahan hote to baith kar bhaat marte .........ya fhir tinni aur main stars se shapes banate .......or tinni ka koi naya chu****pa kate....magar mazza aata yaar

but koi baat nahin , u guys enjoying in mumbai , and me here...
chal hope that we come online together...

mixed thoughts

well hadn't posted for long , may be nothing interesting was up , or may be i was busy in those treats bestowed upon me :-)thanx guys....will miss u a lot..........

but today was a day full of disappointment......
the morning paper initiated it---
1.there was report on jharkhand where half the population hasn't even seen a car , but the ministers are planning to build a helipad costing lakhs adjacent to the gov. office even when one exits 2 kms away, on the pretext that it is too far....
2.Rahul Gandhi is not receiving any help from state gov. for development in amethi....abe yaar theres atleast one guy who wants to work and they are also shunning him out......
3.then the bigger one--America is developing a space based system to deploy weapons , which can launch attack any where in the world in a flash of time.....whats this....is earth proving too small a place, that they are taking this arms race to space.....
4.and then our own Advani 'ji' says that that the left parties are blocking the path to prosperity.....just see the irony.....his party has been sitting more outside the parliament house than inside ......and the guy talks abt country's prosperity....abe if he was so concerned y did his party stay out of the budget sessions....hypocrites.....

sometimes i think that i should be a politician , so that i could do something for my country.....but that's certainly not possible....:-)
may be they should have a minimum criteria of education for a minister or even for that matter a mp.

if the politics wasn't enough , there were other downs....
my project partner wrote a total piece of shit on the name of code.......or may be i was expecting too much out of him(hey yaar no offense to u, may be i am a little frust)...but the point is that i will have to do it again :-<.

and spice my life more , after watching o.c. 224 i realized that the season was off :-<<

just wondering that if there is a co-relation between weather and my day being gloomy together....well if thats so than i got better days ahead , becuz its mostly sunny at kgp..

chalo guys have fun.........
cya.

A Good Day Of My Life

It has been an aberrative day till now.

Majorly becuz i got an Ex in COA , which means that i now will get a nehlli.wow it feels wonderful.I had to wait 4 semesters to make this happen.
Reddy u will surely get a treat now as i had promised u.

Secondaly , i got some substancial work from SS now it seems it will be fun doing it.

Thirdly , toady i finally woke up early enough to for a 2.2 .

fourthly , today i am also happy for someone else.I heard that shaunak would get a 10.0 if he geta an ex in nss.may he get it.

chalo bhai log bye.

ps:if any one wants to know his grades offline me.

Adieu D-139

Finally the day has come when i have shifted to a rather clean environment .We had last cleaned our room in the beginning of the semester and after that the room has turned into a store in which u can find every specie of lizards and insects, with hardly any space to sleep.Even the cobwebs had descended down to the table.
but now its histroy as i have temporarily shifted to imzi's room .
there are a few important points to note:
1.imzi had the same brand of monitor , even the same model , which made my work half as monitor shifting was not required.
2.the amount of other things(clothes and toiletries) that were shifted were negligible with respect to amount of electronic media shifted(both in quantity and surface area :-) )
3.imzi had left nothing to eat in his room :-< .
4.with kapil's room being the next one u dont have to worry abt music because there is always some nice song going on.
5.this room is atleast 4 times cooler than my previous room.
6.i dont have a double bed to sleep as was the case with my previous room.
7.the bathroom is really close by in contrast to the previous room.
8.for the first time in the last one year i have taken the trouble of filling the water bottle.


There only 2 things i fear now:
1.I think place is going to burn in the afternoon time.
2.COA grades are near by.

Summing up the Semester

Last 4 months could be rated as second in terms of the quality of time which i have spent in last 20 years, although i dont remember the first five.
The best time was those illu days and whenever i think of those chatais , the mess top specially , blood runs at twice the speed inside my viens and even now tears come to my eyes.
Coming back to this semester i was really exited to see my cg card as it was a decent one and everyone else had makhoed.Then came the alumni meet , although i was not directly involved , i had those meals of lifetime at vikramshila and in one of the meals the only thing i ate was salad!!!Can u believe it.Also the alumni night at the hall was "mast" with some of the profs like PPC revealing the secrets of their days.

Once alumni meet was over then came the Sf and Kshitij.Really enjoyed strings , girls, the "jhula" at the arena, and of course perpz.Days before kshitij were damm packed with me and tinni tring to code and v did it for continuous 1 week and without missing any class(shabash shabash).Also kshitij helped me and tinni to discover a new friend for whom v worked day and night.Robotix was the only event i was able to see and it was great.(hats off to reddy and golu).

After the mid sems were over it was the cpu load that took over and all the time during the days i was in the lab and during the nights figuring out what to do the next day.I even dreamt of the cpu.Finally i was among the batches who had completed the design in good time but till today no paper work has been done and i have got to submit the file in a few dayys .but the good thing is that tinni is willing to help me this time .I am lucky!!!!

In between came the hall elections and the final year farewell and the freshers trt by the new wing seniors.The treat was good but the most senti moment of the semester was the day when the 3rd years leaving for training , knowing that when they come back all the senoirs r not going to be there.even i had a heavy heart that day , 3rd years were going and final years are just abt to leave.God only knows how will v live without them.

Surprisingly i am not in a mood to go home.I dont know why.!!!!

This one is for me, myself

There are 2 people A and B.
Why does A think that is the best in business and if B is not like him, he can, being one step up in the hierarchy ,can say anything to B.
If B is not A then he is DIFFERENT and doesn't want to follow A's footsteps for his own reasons.B wants to take the other route becuz he thinks its the right one for him.
I wanna remind A that from B's point of view A is a WASTE but since B has his lips stitched , it is good mannerism that A keeps shut.But since A keeps on barking all the time, it is a testimony to the fact that "A is a waste".
And moreever since A pointed out that B is like C but C is not as disappointing as B ,B wants to make it clear to A that he just wants follow his own way and doesn't want to be like C , whom B respects a 1000 times more than A.
A should clearly understand that different people are different and even if a group of people have some common link between them, it is NOT necessary that all of them be the same.
and if A thinks that there is no one to care about B, and A's world is the best, B would like to tell A that there exist some people who care a lot for him, and he lives in a much better world then A.
also B prays to god that he never faces A again , becuz if he does then ,it would be very difficult for him to be behind his mask of respect for A and once this mask gets torn the consequences will not be good.



Aneways just wish me luck for my "8" credit course exam which is due tomorrow.

Confessions Of A MAGGU Mind.....................

today is the day that i have some confessions to make:
1.The biggest of all is that i confess i am a maggu, which means i have a natural tendency to mug only and try to run away from other things.
2.I am not as bright or a stud as i considered myself to b because even after so much maggai wht i can manage is just a meager 8.7 :-<
3.Except illu i have done nothing for the hall, which includes the following sub confessions;
I.going the itinerary wise i was called upon by vikram , to throw hammer during the athleticsevent , of which i did kanta saying that i have lab stuffs an all, and when today i heard that prakhar had gone to do it i feel really ashamed.
II.During the spring fest i had a lot of seniors telling me that be some head or sub head but i refused them all saying that i am not interested , but i actually did it becuz i thought i would waste a lot my time , and this was the thing that i was repenting all the spring fest.
III.I was on my WORST best during election campaining ,I had promised mallu that ane work u give me , will be done to the fullest of my abilities but when during the election time mallu came to me and asked to put those slips , i simply just escaped it even though he had reminded me of my previous promise.....(how could i be so bad).I regretted this on the day i needed some first Ist years to work for the dep farewell(Well deserved!!!!!!!!!!).
IV.This is the worst of all.Reddy had asked me to be present at the time of matkha phod during farewell day , but i just didn't come back becuz i was studying....damm shit studying what would have happened if i wouldn't have studied that day and after all he is one of my best seniors and i should have adhered to his call.That day was my worst day in RK becuz the feeling of guilt was hurting me like a stone in my shoe.
V.During the hall elections when modani had stood up for G.Sec Tech , i thought that what a damm fool he is but now i realize that wht do i do in my idle time?what is all i do except magai?i had no answer.I now realize that wht modani had told me(if u have time dont waste it just do something) was very correct, and he has taken the right step.
VI. Even the open software had given me ample chance to do something for the hall , which would be related to my field but that too i didn't do.


I make these confessions all of a sudden becuz a talk today with the final year batch had a great influence on me.
One of the things they said just stuck me....the person who toils around and does something always works harder in exam period and comes to same level of those maggus like me who have been nothing but just magai the whole sem.I an quote me example here::it was in the third sem that i worked day and night for illu and with only 6 days for the end some i did good, but this sem i dont think even after all that magai i would be able to do something great.
I feel that instead if i would have shown some tempo in any of the above mentioned confessions , i would be a better person now and would not writing this stuff , when i should really mug.

But now i think what is gone is gone and i should look forward to the future and try not be in the same position after the next semester.
And to all those whom i had defied , plz dont take to your heart becuz i am really sorry for what i have done and would try to improve next time ,specially reddy.
I know yhat i am a very bad person but i think that its never late to improve.......

The wheel moved on

Today at the tea party it was an expected but rather un-contemporary scene. I saw the big shot seniors taking a back seat and some guys from the third year batch taking their place.It was unusual to see prakhar da, sandeep and all not speaking , but just hididng in a corner as if they were first time in the common room.But it was also nice to to see that their rolls had been taken upon some of the responsible guys .
Well this was going to happen some day, but i saw a glimpse of it today and realized that the time has passed on since we had entered for our tea party. Till now i had no idea of how the life would change after the senoirs pass on , but today it was in front of me and let me tell u that its going to be difficult, atleast for me ,not to see those similar faces again.
bye bye final years.
wish u the best in life.

Dont know wht to say

I only want to say that i didn't mean any wrong , neither i had any thing against u , but just didn't do it becuz i didn't feel like doing it.
I know that u would be hurt, but even if u r not , i have the feeling that i have done something which u least expected of me.
I have no other word except SORRY , and i hope that i wouldn't have to scribble the same thing again in future.
SORRY "R".
hope u don't take load.
current mood:thoughtful
current song:tu tu hain wohi dil ne jise apna kaha

For us boys..............

WARNING::this a material which has been written out of frustness which has been lasting longer then ever.read at ur own risk.
hey guys if u r sitting frust out there having nothing to do then do read the names at tinni's blogs http://gulegulzar.blogspot.com
while i was suggesting those names to tinni i was reminded of the days of my school and those coaching days .I was in a boys school so until 10 th had no encounter with the other type of species flourishing with us.In my coaching during 11th and 12 th there were some girls but i never used to talk to them.But i had my first crush on a girl in my coaching whose name is there in the list.But never had the guts to talk to her .I am still the same .i dont talk to girls or i usually hesitate in talking, specially to the iit girls ,except a few.
but the important point is that the question which tinni asked was wonderful.just try to remember 10 girl names, whom u had met before kgp.U will see that some of the sweet memories will flash and u will tru to remember every girl whom u had met since class I.
so friends if u have some names which are not in the list plz drop them in either my comment box or in tinni's blog.http://gulegulzar.blogspot.com

frust

Had one of the worst days of the semester...
got up early becuz didnt feel like sleeping::waited for an hour for the mess to open
went to lab in morning ::got jumbled in those 1/2 kg wires , in the end found that some signals were yet to be given and the things that were working last day refused to react
after the "great" food at mess found that fruit shop had noting worthy to offer.
slept out of desperation
tried to go to the lab in the afte but was thrown out becuz i had not switched off the kit :-(.
went for a 2 hour lecture of the "BEST" course this sem :-).ooooooffff
had a test of 8 kodi in the evening :: completely makhaoed it ::main aisa kyun hoon???
now sitting in a completely desperate mood trying to figure out wht to do the next few hours as i wanna do noting

pal pal hain bhari vo vipda hain aayi
mohe bachane ab aaoo raghurayi

HOLI -a tradeoff

Good points--
1.it gives good way out for the guilt inside u ;u can approach them directly , make them red and green ,say "i am sorry", and thats it.u r done .
And if u think u should have not done it , go for it , holi is ur day to make it up :-) .

2.It is actually the of the year when u get to see lots and lots of colour around and such an atmosphere gets u going.

3.U get to visit the girls hostel and then blh blh.........

4.for those gourmands out there:: u get to eat mithai and ghujiyas if u r at home but if u r in kgp u have to be satisfied with the "gymkhana ladoos" and if u wanna eat "roosgullas" then try ur chance at matkha fhod

5.if u really hate someone then fancy ur chances ::u can discolour them those sticky shades of gold and silver::put colour in their hair ::completely tear off the remaining clothes:or even stuff their mouths with mithai stained with all the colour(no i have not even tried one of the above but have seen it :)) .

6.all "that" stuff is made legal ::u get bhang and.....and.....

7.if u haven't had a acquaintance with somebody till day ,try a hello, colours and talking..
one important corollary of the theorem #7 is that if wanna propose somebody , its a good time to for it(but i dont y this tautology proved wrong last year :-( .

well the points that i dont like--

1. u have to get up early about 10:00 on a holiday which is not at all possible for me.

2.if u dont get up u r waken up a bucket of water splashing on ur face and in the process of making a mess of ur already messed up room and u thinking who the hell will clean.

3.holi is infectious :: once u see the colour all around and the junta with so much tempo u tend be one of them.

4.u dont care about yourself::that colour in ur could have dangerous consequences::u could catch cold or even fever playing with so much water(ok i think i have exaggerated this one a bit).

5.but the worst part comes after the play is over::with the sun coming down hard on u now u got to clean yourself and now comes the first time of the day when u start hating water and just want to sleep.but u cant.so u eventually go to have a bath and find there is no water .yo HMC!!!

what do u do now??
u cant go to ur room and no one will allow in their room.
so u go and sit peacefully under a tree in ur hall garden , tired and drowsy.

6.And when u eventually bathe it seems like a while loop iterating for ever.no matter how hard u try u cant get that colour which hate to around with once the holi is over.

7.but its all not over after u get clean and ready.Either the mess is closed or it is well past 1:30 .


so as there r 7 each it now depends upon the weight u give to each one .
so guys follow ur heart and have a very prosperous holi.
HAPPY HOLI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do we think that way?

It was at one of those bhaat sessions at chedies i realized that how ignorant i was.We were having a discussion on how we could generate some amount to support our ever growing needs so as to off the burden from our parents.someone suggeted that lets calculate our expense and that was it .What followed was this:

31200/year our tution fees.
6200 hmc/year
12000 the hugga mess/year
20000 extra /year
these extra include canteen , chedies, biloos, treats,travel, daru, sutta,stationary and in some cases books :)) .
dont these extras sound too meagre.But lets continue....
all the above may not seem uncommon to us but wait..
just sum it up , it amounts to approximately 70000 Rs.
calculate the amount per month =6000 approx
amount per day =200 Rs.
YES 200 Rs PER DAY !!!!!!!!!!!
This is what our dear parents spend on us everyday hoping one day we will rise to the top of the world(Papa kehte hain bada naam karega beta hamara aisa kaam karega.............)
but what do we do in return ?
This is what a general kgpian does on a particular day----
1.sleeping in the class or better bunking the class and sleeping in the room
2.Chatting on YM/DC++
3.watching movies , f.r.e.i.n.d.s , life as we know it
4.doing bhajans
5.whiling away time on the net like playing orkut orkut
6.bhaating with wingmates
7.2.2 or chatting on golc or in cl with any sn specie he gets hold of..
8.hosting or listening radio or movie channels
9.writing blogs :))

but is this is what is expected of us?
I know that all of us r not of the above class but most of us r.
i know i may be sounding like a monotonic chemistry prof. giving his lecture on quantum chemistry ,but this is the truth that most of us dont want to come head to head with.
I also dont mean that we should not do any of the above activities , all of above are important but what want to emphasize is that in some corner of our mind we should have the realization that our stay here involves a substancial amount of money to be drained out from our parents' pokets and we should try to fully utilize it .
Many of us may be doing it but all of us are not.
Until that day i was not and even now i am not able to fully convert my time into fruitfull result.
But now at the back of my mind there is always a thought that today 200 odd Rs are being spent on me so why not do something worthwhile. Atleast i can attend all my lectures today if not do something else.
But even if we dont want to do this then why stay here wasting those precious 200 Rs a day and eating hugga at mess, instead we should be at home doing nothing and enjoying the delicious food giving our "IIT" status to someone else more worthy.

Too late.......

It was a realization that had dawned upon me today but i realized that it was too late to rectify.About 11 O'clock i was wondering how difficult would be the next 4 hours of my life....would i be able to do any thing worthwhile....or will the demons of sleep would again be curbing my thinking cells....but i was ready for everything when i heard someone uttering the words "you have done an irreversible damage to yourself by coming here and now you are at the hands of some people sitting high up the authority .If u want an peaceful life then follow the orders."My thoughts drifted towards my instinctive friends and wondered how they managed it!!!!(Good work guys).Amongst the things thrown at me for the past 45 minuets only one thing caught my attention "DAMAGE WAS IRREVERSIBLE".
Sitting on the last bench has its own advantages :u can let loose ur horses of imagination and drift into world of dreams.I was into one and thinking about how could this damage be transformed into something worthy , i heard a person (who it seems to me an automatic robot needing no energy resources , is triggered by the reception of voice and is intelligent enough to repeat the same thing in some "good loOking" words) person performing his instincts that got me an idea that if this fellow can then i also can.
I was inspired ,that helped me to passify the feelings of uncertainty about the battle to be faced. I was ready for it better then ever before and marched confidently towards my battle feild and first time in five months reached the battle feild early at 1:25.During the next hour i followed the pumping theoram and pumped all my energies into it , leaving no stone unturned.But all i received was rejection at the hands of someone highly respectable an made me realize the battle fought was futile.I gave it up to my counterpart for whom it was the same drowsy afternoon and he was in no way willing to give it fight.
We both were among the clouds of uncertainty when the robot was for the first time triggered in premises of the battle feild.The significance of those holy words "DAMAGE IS IRREVERSIBLE" was now clear to me , but now it was TOO LATE.......