Too late.......

It was a realization that had dawned upon me today but i realized that it was too late to rectify.About 11 O'clock i was wondering how difficult would be the next 4 hours of my life....would i be able to do any thing worthwhile....or will the demons of sleep would again be curbing my thinking cells....but i was ready for everything when i heard someone uttering the words "you have done an irreversible damage to yourself by coming here and now you are at the hands of some people sitting high up the authority .If u want an peaceful life then follow the orders."My thoughts drifted towards my instinctive friends and wondered how they managed it!!!!(Good work guys).Amongst the things thrown at me for the past 45 minuets only one thing caught my attention "DAMAGE WAS IRREVERSIBLE".
Sitting on the last bench has its own advantages :u can let loose ur horses of imagination and drift into world of dreams.I was into one and thinking about how could this damage be transformed into something worthy , i heard a person (who it seems to me an automatic robot needing no energy resources , is triggered by the reception of voice and is intelligent enough to repeat the same thing in some "good loOking" words) person performing his instincts that got me an idea that if this fellow can then i also can.
I was inspired ,that helped me to passify the feelings of uncertainty about the battle to be faced. I was ready for it better then ever before and marched confidently towards my battle feild and first time in five months reached the battle feild early at 1:25.During the next hour i followed the pumping theoram and pumped all my energies into it , leaving no stone unturned.But all i received was rejection at the hands of someone highly respectable an made me realize the battle fought was futile.I gave it up to my counterpart for whom it was the same drowsy afternoon and he was in no way willing to give it fight.
We both were among the clouds of uncertainty when the robot was for the first time triggered in premises of the battle feild.The significance of those holy words "DAMAGE IS IRREVERSIBLE" was now clear to me , but now it was TOO LATE.......