This one is for me, myself

There are 2 people A and B.
Why does A think that is the best in business and if B is not like him, he can, being one step up in the hierarchy ,can say anything to B.
If B is not A then he is DIFFERENT and doesn't want to follow A's footsteps for his own reasons.B wants to take the other route becuz he thinks its the right one for him.
I wanna remind A that from B's point of view A is a WASTE but since B has his lips stitched , it is good mannerism that A keeps shut.But since A keeps on barking all the time, it is a testimony to the fact that "A is a waste".
And moreever since A pointed out that B is like C but C is not as disappointing as B ,B wants to make it clear to A that he just wants follow his own way and doesn't want to be like C , whom B respects a 1000 times more than A.
A should clearly understand that different people are different and even if a group of people have some common link between them, it is NOT necessary that all of them be the same.
and if A thinks that there is no one to care about B, and A's world is the best, B would like to tell A that there exist some people who care a lot for him, and he lives in a much better world then A.
also B prays to god that he never faces A again , becuz if he does then ,it would be very difficult for him to be behind his mask of respect for A and once this mask gets torn the consequences will not be good.



Aneways just wish me luck for my "8" credit course exam which is due tomorrow.

Confessions Of A MAGGU Mind.....................

today is the day that i have some confessions to make:
1.The biggest of all is that i confess i am a maggu, which means i have a natural tendency to mug only and try to run away from other things.
2.I am not as bright or a stud as i considered myself to b because even after so much maggai wht i can manage is just a meager 8.7 :-<
3.Except illu i have done nothing for the hall, which includes the following sub confessions;
I.going the itinerary wise i was called upon by vikram , to throw hammer during the athleticsevent , of which i did kanta saying that i have lab stuffs an all, and when today i heard that prakhar had gone to do it i feel really ashamed.
II.During the spring fest i had a lot of seniors telling me that be some head or sub head but i refused them all saying that i am not interested , but i actually did it becuz i thought i would waste a lot my time , and this was the thing that i was repenting all the spring fest.
III.I was on my WORST best during election campaining ,I had promised mallu that ane work u give me , will be done to the fullest of my abilities but when during the election time mallu came to me and asked to put those slips , i simply just escaped it even though he had reminded me of my previous promise.....(how could i be so bad).I regretted this on the day i needed some first Ist years to work for the dep farewell(Well deserved!!!!!!!!!!).
IV.This is the worst of all.Reddy had asked me to be present at the time of matkha phod during farewell day , but i just didn't come back becuz i was studying....damm shit studying what would have happened if i wouldn't have studied that day and after all he is one of my best seniors and i should have adhered to his call.That day was my worst day in RK becuz the feeling of guilt was hurting me like a stone in my shoe.
V.During the hall elections when modani had stood up for G.Sec Tech , i thought that what a damm fool he is but now i realize that wht do i do in my idle time?what is all i do except magai?i had no answer.I now realize that wht modani had told me(if u have time dont waste it just do something) was very correct, and he has taken the right step.
VI. Even the open software had given me ample chance to do something for the hall , which would be related to my field but that too i didn't do.


I make these confessions all of a sudden becuz a talk today with the final year batch had a great influence on me.
One of the things they said just stuck me....the person who toils around and does something always works harder in exam period and comes to same level of those maggus like me who have been nothing but just magai the whole sem.I an quote me example here::it was in the third sem that i worked day and night for illu and with only 6 days for the end some i did good, but this sem i dont think even after all that magai i would be able to do something great.
I feel that instead if i would have shown some tempo in any of the above mentioned confessions , i would be a better person now and would not writing this stuff , when i should really mug.

But now i think what is gone is gone and i should look forward to the future and try not be in the same position after the next semester.
And to all those whom i had defied , plz dont take to your heart becuz i am really sorry for what i have done and would try to improve next time ,specially reddy.
I know yhat i am a very bad person but i think that its never late to improve.......

The wheel moved on

Today at the tea party it was an expected but rather un-contemporary scene. I saw the big shot seniors taking a back seat and some guys from the third year batch taking their place.It was unusual to see prakhar da, sandeep and all not speaking , but just hididng in a corner as if they were first time in the common room.But it was also nice to to see that their rolls had been taken upon some of the responsible guys .
Well this was going to happen some day, but i saw a glimpse of it today and realized that the time has passed on since we had entered for our tea party. Till now i had no idea of how the life would change after the senoirs pass on , but today it was in front of me and let me tell u that its going to be difficult, atleast for me ,not to see those similar faces again.
bye bye final years.
wish u the best in life.

Dont know wht to say

I only want to say that i didn't mean any wrong , neither i had any thing against u , but just didn't do it becuz i didn't feel like doing it.
I know that u would be hurt, but even if u r not , i have the feeling that i have done something which u least expected of me.
I have no other word except SORRY , and i hope that i wouldn't have to scribble the same thing again in future.
SORRY "R".
hope u don't take load.
current mood:thoughtful
current song:tu tu hain wohi dil ne jise apna kaha

For us boys..............

WARNING::this a material which has been written out of frustness which has been lasting longer then ever.read at ur own risk.
hey guys if u r sitting frust out there having nothing to do then do read the names at tinni's blogs http://gulegulzar.blogspot.com
while i was suggesting those names to tinni i was reminded of the days of my school and those coaching days .I was in a boys school so until 10 th had no encounter with the other type of species flourishing with us.In my coaching during 11th and 12 th there were some girls but i never used to talk to them.But i had my first crush on a girl in my coaching whose name is there in the list.But never had the guts to talk to her .I am still the same .i dont talk to girls or i usually hesitate in talking, specially to the iit girls ,except a few.
but the important point is that the question which tinni asked was wonderful.just try to remember 10 girl names, whom u had met before kgp.U will see that some of the sweet memories will flash and u will tru to remember every girl whom u had met since class I.
so friends if u have some names which are not in the list plz drop them in either my comment box or in tinni's blog.http://gulegulzar.blogspot.com

frust

Had one of the worst days of the semester...
got up early becuz didnt feel like sleeping::waited for an hour for the mess to open
went to lab in morning ::got jumbled in those 1/2 kg wires , in the end found that some signals were yet to be given and the things that were working last day refused to react
after the "great" food at mess found that fruit shop had noting worthy to offer.
slept out of desperation
tried to go to the lab in the afte but was thrown out becuz i had not switched off the kit :-(.
went for a 2 hour lecture of the "BEST" course this sem :-).ooooooffff
had a test of 8 kodi in the evening :: completely makhaoed it ::main aisa kyun hoon???
now sitting in a completely desperate mood trying to figure out wht to do the next few hours as i wanna do noting

pal pal hain bhari vo vipda hain aayi
mohe bachane ab aaoo raghurayi